the last sin
  pale ashen sky
a bleary eye
clouds of recurring screams...
i am a zoo
  an octopus leviathan
tentacles into an ocean
of unformed emotions...
syphilis and love  
  syphilitic pall
stifles the clear blue
i contort...
 
shell and pearl
  amidst highs and lows
in life's ocean flows
a shell peony-mouthed...
 
i am an unmarried mother
 
  fed on stings
of barbed milk morality
my child-plankton...
 
the lovers
  cell upon cell
bridge of their union
hung on the pillars...
rebirth
  ogre of age
and time cavil
at a warm picture...
the young today
  innocence thaws
at the altar
of ambition...
 

while you are away in Japan…

love and longing
clockwatching
tick tock tick
and a benumbing blur
day-counting in reverse
living in a haze till you return
and bring back sunshine
calm seas and an anchor
meanwhile am trying not to think
cogitate fear laugh dream
a dazed somnolent journey
from 8 am to 2 am
where passage is an escape
and work and lust
fillers of empty spaces
the only destination
that needs to be reached
is one that brings me closer
to you


(26 September 2004)